Return to work nerves

So, I’m intending to try returning to work tomorrow. I’m a bit nervous, as while I house no doubts that they will be gracious and accommodating, and while I know this is something outside my control, yet I feel I’ve let them down if I’m not able to work to the level I could previously.

In particular, we deliver high quality, very timely support to our clients and if I can’t deliver to that level, I feel I’ll be letting the team down.

I’ve had some thoughts about changes that may make me more productive, like a lighter laptop for travels, partial (to some as yet undecided amount) remote working, a reduction in contracted hours to help cover doctor visits, certain softwares to help against inadvertant misclicks, better communication, etc.

Yet still I worry.