So I’m calming to an acceptance of where I’m at and what normal may now be. What’s tricky is now being on such high alertness for bodily changes that may be relevant, you start noticing and double guessing everything, including very likely normal mundane bodily variances.
If I wake now with double vision, is it indicative of something larger, or just a new normal that will fade away in an hour or so?
A related observation is that while it’s early days, I’m already itching to be at my measurable normal so I can begin being just normal level observant.
One thing is certain – I’m itching to get back to work – to find my new work normal, to ensure I continue to support the family, and just because so much time focused on me but doing nothing is making be antsy.